Hello To Myself (29.02.2012) ♥

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Hello to myself~

Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter
Where are you - how close are you
To the dream that I wanted so bad?

Here, I'm still falling and crying again
I'm hurt and tired and have no strength to get up
But you would probably see me and smile

Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you comfort me, saying don't cry?
Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you tell me that I can do it?
Hello hello - don't cry - Hello hello - get up

How are you - how is it to fulfill your dream?
Doesn't it hurt when you pinch yourself?
Or is it sometimes boring because it's become a normal routine for you?
If you ever get lonely and tired, will you remember me, who used to dream here?

Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you be happy to the point where your heart overflows?
Hello hello, smile - Hello hello, just like that

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you not forget me, who used to dream?

I was once like the girl in the video above. I felt like I wanna run away from everything because it was too painful for me to bear. I used to be happy-go-lucky and optimistic but during the process, I got lost. My life was never the same again. I lost my smile, I lost my positive attitude and I also lost my heart. In front of people, I always pretend to be happy to cover up my problems. Tears used to be my best friend during that time. But what people said was true, crying won't solve anything. No matter how many times you shed your tears, you just couldn't turn back time and undo it. The damage has been done and that was it, you need to pay for the consequences. At that moment, all I want was someone to lean on, someone to talk with. Oh yea, I was one lonely girl.

That were all in the past and now, I am no longer lonely. I already found my old self. I found my Best Friend. The most important thing is I found the peace in my heart. Thank you Allah for always be my best friend and bring peace to my broken heart. Time will heal everything and I must never give up hope! Because whenever there is Allah, there is always hope. Finally, I can say Hello to myself again~ ♥

With Love,

Hunny Lily